12.11.11

my logbook dah macam scrapbook.

and thank God, no more 11.11.11 spamming at fb and twitter or anywhere.

13 weeks left. and im counting down everyday, every week and every minute.

i missed my holidays.
i missed stoning during lectures.
i missed teasing my classmates.
i missed the PMS makcik at foodcourt 6.
i missed hilltop and main library.
i missed the always-out-of-order lift.
i missed the photocopy room.
i missed the waffle shop and the spaghetti yang tak menjadi.
i missed wearing nice clothes to school.
i missed 8am classes. although i hate it so much but the bus ride cheers me up.
i missed the otah puff at polar cafe.
i missed getting naggings from my lecturers.
i missed copying tutorials.
i missed napping at the library.

rindu sangat dengan si kering kat california.
yang lagi satu kat taman haiwan.
and ada kat sini pun tak selalu jumpa.

my heart sudah jet-lagged deh.

haiya!

they cheat because they are expecting more and they missed out the littlest thing in their relationship.

if you made a mistake, apologise and explain why. dont keep someone hanging with no clues. it's like doing your crap half way and you got to get out of the washroom. 

be responsible humans. dont run and hide. unless you are playing hide-and-seek.

men will always by your side, boys will run and hide.

When your crush says hi to you.

LOL.

a colleague of mine asked, "are you gonna hate those sinners? like they do sins?"
my honest answer - "nope. who am i judge you or them? im not God. we are humans. we are not perfect. :)"

having something that covers your head, it does made an impact in someone's point of view. as for me, it is quite interesting to know that people still judge you by what's on your head (that's for ignorant humans) instead what's in your mind. however, those who are keen or curious about her personality/character, they will asked you. just like what i experienced today. and i really appreciate that although there is a clash between our beliefs. but still i respect you as who you are.

there are many ways to answer to that question. but most importantly, it has to come from yourself. from your heart. words that you believe in. not those you get it from google or wikipedia. be yourself. insya-allah.

xoxo

just listen

women are being stereotyped of being dumb. stupeed. bimbo. no brains. but seriously, your mum is a woman so she is dumb too? reflect. get a piece of paper and a pen. sit at one corner and reflect about this issue.

well, we are Asian women and we are far far faaaarrrrrrrrrrrr different from the westerners. stop comparing. they are more individual and outspoken. if you are ugly, they will tell in your face. compared to us, Asian women, we are soft-spoken and we love to keep secrets. okay, tell me if im wrong.

women talks alot. women complaint and complaint and complaint.

well, we complaint because we want to be heard. we want you to LISTEN to us. JUST LISTEN. we have brains to think about the solution of our problems. we went to school. we went through PSLE and O levels like men did. except for the 2 years of national service. bottom line, we went almost the same path. so, when your mum, sister, wife, girlfriend, baby complaining about how messed up her life is, how stress she is after having her period and how she has to juggle work and taking care of babies. please, dont cut her by saying, "QUIT YOUR JOB LAH." or "HAIYA. DONT THINK ABOUT IT LAH."

seriously, we dont need those words. keep it to yourself. we want to be heard. that's all. we do the ranting and complaining. men, you just do your thang, LISTEN. no matter how bored you are, just listen or pretend that you are listening. that's all. we didnt expect any answers or opinions from you unless we are a question like "what do you think?" or "you think i should go for some gym session?" then, you MUST ANSWER that question.

we dont ask much. but when we ask a question, we expect an answer. :)

xoxo

trust in friends

Expectation:



Reality:



THIS IS FRIGGING TRUE. LOL!

holiday

im frigging bored right now. seriously. nothing to do. just waiting for time to pass by. waiting for my bedtime. having the thought that i have to work tmr is totally not cool. i want my holidays. keep telling myself to endure for another 5 months and after that, i can lead my life as a normal human being. no strings attached. and i do what i want to do.

there are so many restrictions. i cant do this and i cant go there. and my poor friends who enjoying their holidays are happily holidaying in some countries. i really want to travel. that's what i really want to do. i dont want to be a tour guide leading a group of tourists. i want to be a tourist. i want to travel with own expenses with my lovely companions. that's all i want to do right now but i have to postpone it. next year. sadly.

fighting till the end.
xoxo